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[Dec. 24th, 2009|04:08 pm] |
Why do i make up those holiday excuses? "oh its okay.. you can eat its the holidays!"
ummm NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
no! no! no! no! no!
it has to be the opposite.. family is coming and friends your suppost to LOOK and FEEl good, not grose and depressed! what the fuck is wrong with me? am i essed up on the head or something?
NEW YEARS IS SOON!! omg wtf am i doing.. ive been eating like CRAZY for the last few days.. stupid lame excuses.. no i cant do this anymore..
I have to start a diet. seriously. i remember those days (few months ago) when i was about 10 pounds lighter getting skinnier and skinnier, not bingeing and doing great.. what happened? why cant i do it anymore?
Maybe i need a plan.. does anybody want to diet with me? please message me! i cant live like this... |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|03:35 pm] |
So I decided to buy Leptopril lastnight. Has anyone used it before? Experiences? Thoughts? |
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| fruta planta |
[Dec. 23rd, 2009|10:19 am] |
I have been on fruta planta for over a week now.. had to stop due to "flu like virus" for three days, and am now back on it. I was throwing up, so i was nervous it was due to the pill, but i've been back on for 2 days now and have been fine. I am in recovery for an ED, therefore do not weigh myself. I have however noticed a difference in my clothes. it has suppressed my appetite as well.
Side effects i've had:
Lightheaded/migraine (i suffer from migraines)
Mood irritabilty (angry and short tempered)
Constipation (i have bad IBS which makes it worse)
Insomnia (thank god finals are over)
I have had all of these side effects with many other diet pills ive tried as well, but so far, it seems to be working and i can tolerate these side effects.
Will post after another week or so to update.
Hope everyone has a wonderful holiday! Enjoy and stay safe <3
PS- has anyone drank alcohol while being on this? just concerned about interactions |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|09:37 pm] |
Well its the christmas break so I'm home from college for a month. I really want to go back to college and look better. My skin and my body and my hair. Like my skin is so dry and dull looking. I'm trying like exfoliating + gradual tanner/bronzer. And right now my biggest problem with my body is my love handles. Like I've got abs but my love handles are like this gross thing beside abs. I know I have to cut fats mostly out of my diet to get rid of that and do cardio but it is so hard with the holidays. Then my hair falls out a lot. So I'm doing hair masks and what not. And also not straightening it until I go back to college so i don't damage it anymore. Its just the holidays again which I really don't like.
Happy Holidays everyone! |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2009|02:37 pm] |
Are there any diet pills that sell in stores that work decently? I know this is a stupid question because I doubt there are, but I want to get something to hold me over until I can order Stimerex when I come back from vacation. I was thinking Zantrex but I have no idea because I always buy mine online, so I have no idea how anything works. I had my baby October 28th and I want to get rid of this yucky pooch and ick thighs that I got while being pregnant. I'm going bonkers!
Thanks in advance! :]
and just because!
( ISN'T HE CUTE??? :'] ) |
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| (no subject) |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|06:19 pm] |
So I was browsing through the community tags, and decided to read the one post tagged with "Topamax".
I'm on Topamax 100mg 2x/day.
The person commented on how it helped them binge less. I to have noticed that I binge less since I've been on Topamax.
I never thought of Topamax even being helpful in preventing binge eating.
Thought I should bring this up for anybody who may have serious bingeing issues. |
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[Dec. 21st, 2009|04:56 pm] |
Ok so I return with another question and some "herbs" I think thats what there classified as.
Question...
I was qoing through my email and this email adress " hosdfggrr1@fastsecurit41.com" invited me to this canadien pharmacy website. No scripts required, Do you guys think it's legit?
It's a bit expensive and not alot of stuff but I'm just curious.
I went to the Vitamine Shoppe(my in-store go to place for diet pills)
( And now the herbs... )
Think the herbs are worth buying and taking? |
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| Fruta Planta? |
[Dec. 21st, 2009|04:40 am] |
Quick question
This Fruta Planta sounds like really good stuff.
But I know close to nothing about it.
I'm interested in getting it but I wanna make sure I get the real stuff.
How do I tell the real from the fake?
Average cost?
Are there different versions?
Where can I find it?
I've only come across a "Detox colon cleanser" on ebay.
unfortunately I have ADD but the doctors found out about my weight issues before the ADD so they refuse to treat the ADD so searching the web for hours or even minutes to find out about this stuff is kind of impossible.
Thanks in advance for any help. |
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| fruta planta |
[Dec. 20th, 2009|08:09 am] |
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can anyone tell me the 'benchmark' of days that they started seeing weight loss by? i've only just started taking 'em, but i'm not being super strict with my diet or anything.. i mean, i'm not eating a whole lot, of course, but i didn't swear off carbs or anything of that nature, and i've had a beer or two.
Am i ruining it?
Thanks! |
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| Almost 2 Weeks |
[Dec. 20th, 2009|01:56 am] |
I'm on vacation so I don't have my measuring tape. I've lost a good amount of weight, I believe. My clothes fit better. It definitely does suppress my appetite. I'm not dropping weight as quickly as I'd like to but I think I should be happy because it's at a healthy amount. I feel like I lost more weight off my legs rather than my stomach for some reason. If my weight loss continues to be a noticeable next week, I'll order a second batch. Fruta Planta is a little slower than Lida but it works so I'm happy. |
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| ummm |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|11:10 pm] |
yeah, i've been taking fruta planta for a few days and have been very constipated. I'm not sure if the fruta planta is the reason though. anyone else get this side effect?
i don't even know if i lost any weight, i'm afraid to weigh myself because of this complication, haha. :X |
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| help! rash from fruta planta? |
[Dec. 19th, 2009|12:44 am] |
I've been taking Fruta Planta for the last week and for the most part I've experienced the typical side effects that I've read about in other posts here. However, I've noticed this rash on my chest and stomach, it doesn't itch or anything and they're large-ish flat red blobs quite far apart. I haven't seen this mentioned by anyone else and was wondering if anyone had something similar?
I need to work out if I'm allergic or if it's something else entirely so please let me know! |
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| Introductions |
[Dec. 18th, 2009|06:01 pm] |
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1. Name: Fatsinator
2. Age:24
3. Height:168cm
4. Weight 108kg down from 120
5. Type of ED bulimia, obsessive over eating
6. Diet pills you take/have taken
7. How long you've been anorexic, bulimic, etc. 7 1/2 years
Hi, well, I have a question for everyone, and I'm hoping that maybe someone else has had the same experience. My Dr refuses to prescribe diet pills due to some medication I take for bipolar.
Anyone else in the same boat when it comes to just using chemist's own type tablets? |
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|11:46 pm] |
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Hey guys, don't know if anyone has heard of this. i just stumbled across it while browsing. It's called the HCG diet. Apparently people can lose 1-2 pounds a day....
hcgdietinfo.com |
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| Yes I am a Guy... and Fat |
[Dec. 18th, 2009|01:29 am] |
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I guess we should get the simple stuff out of the way first.
Age = 35
Height = 5"8
Current weight = 245LBS
Goal weight = 175LBS
I Need a little help, no... a lot of help, i was once very fit, i used to be a medic in the Army, never weighed more than around 12 stones....... now, i eat when down, once i start it turns into a binge then nothing with a calorific value is safe..
Tomorrow morning i will start anew, i have to lose as much as i can as quickly as i can, that way i will start to feel better as i see some results..
someone tell me the quickest way to lose some of this disgust bulk in the first few days
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[Dec. 17th, 2009|09:59 am] |
day 4 of fruta planta and i definitely have trouble sleeping. i don't spend the day drained and tired, though, just when im sitting around wishing i could be sleeping but physically just cannot.
other than that it seems to be going as per the norm. being thirsty is a good thing, but it's not unbearable cotton mouth, either. i feel pleasant, instead of gittery, which is always nice.
i'll do a review at 2 weeks, methinks! |
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| Depression |
[Dec. 16th, 2009|05:18 pm] |
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According to Dr. Oz, these are the symptoms of depression: •Loss of interest in things you enjoy
•Changes in weight or appetite
•Change in sleeping patterns
•Feeling of sadness, guilt and hopelessness
•Making other people feel depressed and pointless (bringing other people down) Many people in this community have probably experienced depression. Do you agree with this list of symptoms? Would you add or remove any? Have you ever experienced any of these (presumably yes, since this is an ED community)? What did you do to recover? |
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| Website design help |
[Dec. 16th, 2009|01:01 pm] |
Hi everybody! I'm looking for somebody who's good at making websites to help me out.
For the past few years, I've been running the Purple Ribbon Campaign, which raises money for local charities that support people's recovery. Well, the campaign has grown a lot since it started, and it's outgrown its freewebs.com page. I want to get a domain name and make it a nice website...but I'm a dunce at html and the like.
Is there anybody who's up for a holiday project who knows stuff about making websites and who wants to help?
For more info on the campaign, here's the current website http://www.freewebs.com/edawareness/ and the facebook group http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#/group.php?gid=2233086041
Reply to this or message me if you're able to help!
Or, if you want to help raise money for any of the dozens of support centres around the world that I'm trying to raise money for, let me know. Every little bit counts.
Thanks! |
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| "Her Power" |
[Dec. 16th, 2009|12:53 pm] |
Hello! My name is Serafina. I am in recovery from an eating disorder and I used to be active on this community on my old username (![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) gasping) but I somehow forgot about it when I moved journals - shame on me!
However, since I've joined again today, I wanted to make a post about this new and exciting project in my life called Her Power. It's an internet-based organization geared toward women that seeks to raise, promote, and spread awareness of the power that creative expression can possess in overcoming unhealthy coping behaviors, painful life experiences, and emotional stress; it will begin launching in January 2010 from its website at www.herpower.org.
We have a facebook fan page here, http://www.facebook.com/herpower, as well. I'm an alum of The Renfrew Center of Florida and I speak there often. I recently presented my plans for Her Power and received an overwhelming response of amazing feedback which only served to fan my creative fire even more. :)
If this cause interests you at all, please fan us on facebook! As I noted, the site will be up in January.
Also, for those of you in or around Nashville, Tennessee - I will be presenting at Middle Tennessee State University on February 23, 2010 during National Eating Disorders Awareness Week and everyone is invited! Comment and/or email me for more info.
I would also love more responses to this survey I created on the power of creative expression in recovery and I'm currently accepting submissions of creative work for the website!
Feel free to contact me either by commenting on this entry or emailing me at SERAFINA at HERPOWER dot ORG! Thank you so much for reading, keep creating and shining :)
~Serafina |
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